Why is it that when I know I should be doing something, I choose to do something else?  Why?  What is it about me or my mind that circumvents me from doing stuff I need to do?  I have chores upon chores to do.  Yet I decide to kick back and have a brew.  It seem that the stuff I need to do, paying bills, getting up and going to work, when I have a function to be at, they are not a problem.  But mowing the lawn, doing the dishes vacuuming stuff like that is like I am pulling my own teeth.  I am a single guy.  No one to adhere to.  No one but myself here to deal with my critters and such.  I just don't get myself.

I talked to my sis today.  They are definately planning on being here around the first of June.  She was saying they wanted to stay here.  Yeah right.  Dad won't for sure and I am glad.  My house just isn't ready for him.  I would be o.k. for Jen and her son, but not dad.  I am not sure what to expect about them coming here.  Something sounds fishy about why they are coming.  If I only see them once, then I know dad only came up to see his stepmom.  If I see them more, well I guess I will know then.

Right now I am listening to 3DD.  I have grown to really like this band since I saw them in concert.  They are a clean, hard rocking band.  No crap in their lyrics that doesn't need to be there, just some good clean rock and roll.  I am glad I went to see them and I am glad I bought some of their cd's.